I cant say, talk , write or be with anything, till I become transparent about my current state and thoughts.I have to listen to what Am I saying. And then convey it! This makes a lot of space around. Space to now get totally focused to the present situation. Space to now get totally expressive.
A thought of doing something may not be exciting. Planning about it may not be exciting at all. But if it somehow happens, the outcome is exciting. Then u ought to do it anyways. The way to do it is, be with the thought of having done it, be with the thought of having the outcome. The approach , and way to do it, should fade away.
So when I sat here, I wasn't keen to write. Really I was not keen. But then I remembered that I need to sit and write something to start. I was sure the outcome is nice. I need to stay with the outcome.
My fondness for friends :
I have a blessing. A blessing to be with one of the most loving people around. I just somehow end up finding the right 'kind' of people around me. The people I admire, care and love. My friends. I have been able to spot them everywhere. During kindergarten , in early days of school, across the sections I changed , college and then , in my office. I found the best ones everywhere. This has to be a blessing.
I am sure I would have let all of them know how special hey are at some point of time. But I got the space here, and the time to give a sweet dedication to all of them, who have shaped a large part of who I am.
The oldest I can remember, I had a buddy Ishan. I have no contact of him now, but in my faint memories ( which are supposed to be very very faint wrt everybody :) ) , I know i had a blast, All the naughty stuff, and hanging together. It was so nice. We used to get late to school , cause of same van, and stand facing the wall together, giggling. This was my first school , Bal Bharati Pitampura.
I came to Bal Bharati ,Rajendar nagar, in Clsss III. Here I made friends with sourav jitesh, aakash, nalin ,angel to name few. Good old childhood. We played cricket and volleyball.I have shared a very special relationship with Jitesh and nalin.In the sense that we shared everything amongst us. The sadness, the happiness and the 'big' worries of age 13 :).We did the questions and the tutions together too. Long problem solving sessions with nalin were amazing. Sourav has been special in the sense that he was a hero that inspired me a lot during my childhood. I saw him winning games, I saw him good with people and on top of it, I saw him getting top marks. He was really influential personality. We played a lot together, in fact he introduced me to tennis. He has a reputation of being 'yaaron ka yar'!
Growing up in a class which was really really a tough competition, I hardly had any time with girls. At least till class IX. In fact 'we boys' ignored them.
My 9th-10th were very different and amazing.
I saw a new dimension to friendship. Actually I had never seen so joyful and carefree friend hood that I had developed. So much care , love and affection , it was all very new to me. I met Manas, Bhawna, Ratika, neha, ashima, aditya, pragya and all. I had an extraordinary time with all of them. We were a group. A group that symbolized joy and care.I had found new fresh life around. I experienced so much care with Manas, so much fun with aditya and so much affection from 'ratika' , that I wont forget these days ever. Ever. I have treasured all the moments of this time.
11th -12th I would say just went by struggling. There was hardly any time to live. Hardly any time for friends.
to be continued .....( cause colg gave me a bunch of friends!)
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